who is really happy

I know I haven't blogged in a while, but I have still one question. who is really happy, I mean you might seem happy but I'm asking is every thing all right, I know I have blogged like this earlier but if you can answer me this then tell me and I'll believe you from now on. am I where I really want to be right now, and is it something I can control??????? please respond; you may be surprised what you say when you start typing