my own beauty

who watches from a view, who sees from a far but feels like your the closest. I am an individual with my own personality, not societies I am me not what you think you see every time you look into a magazine, you are you and no one can take that away. magazines and ads make you feel ugly or lame so they can make you buy their product and magically make you look beautiful. beauty ads secretly make you feel bad about yourself so they can make money on there over priced bullshit. no perfume that's 200 dollars is going to make you beautiful. you don't need money to have good looks, and by the way, I buy 3 dollar shampoo and I still get compliments on my hair, so you know, you don't need it. I have an earing and you think I don't hear people calling me gay from behind my back. I work out a lot, I could kick the living shit out of them but I don't. you know why, because I believe people that like me for who I am is going to last me a lot longer than sucking up to your co worker for what ever stupid reason. that's the problem there is no problem with me, its them and I know it is so I don't fight back I just walk away and laugh to myself.  im the bigger better person with more power the they can imagine, but im strong as well as wise, and wisdom is much more powerful then strength. maybe not 2000 years ago, but now u have to use your brain.